today feels like reality… its very faded and can hardly see with my little bit of useful vision. There is nothing to do today…. i feel very isolated today…. with the vision loss, nothing to do…. no one around, no partner, havent seen the boys, it was my son Nicks birthday yesterday 34 and didnt even get to speak to him, as he didnt get the call. My daughter popped in, it feels dreadful to be honest…. and the thing is…. no-one clocks it as they dont understand what i can see and cant see….. it is so difficult sight loss, i can see this pc up close, large print.. but the rest is a blurr, this is the not the right place in this isolation to be going blind…. i need to learn the voice over on the computer…..