today is Bank holiday Monday….

here we are again

what a Bank Holiday

home alone…. no family, only a Guide Dog and a cat Katy and very little vision

i guess life is ~Survival of the fittest … isnt it… and if you cant see you are not much use….

yes extremely blurry today… is it the end, nearly…. no! please…

My stars say i am embarking on a journey, where to? for goodness sake, where is this journey….

its horrible being compromised by glaucoma, i have made wrong choices, been rash and now this is how i have ended up…. it is not fair.

what will will happen?

it is my daughters birthday, 34, Christine Frances, Chrissy for short, she is away on holiday in Whitney Bay … i remember all those years ago and going into hospital with my husband and having a baby, it was wonderful at the time so lovely, like a dream, a miracle, and now look where i am today, sitting here alone with very little eyesight and a pathway spent that has been so varied and heywire.

Forgive me everyone for everything that has gone wrong, i was a quiet child with a friendly quiet family and i never dreamed i would encounter what i did with my husbands bad temper and bullying ways – it was not what i expected nor ever knew….

God bless my children, Christine, Nicholas and Robert and may your pathway be at peace with good health and cheerful

Let me be at peace with this blindness and accept it for what it is.

It is not easy here on my own like this, it is not fair, but that is how it is now.

What journey is this, my Stars say?

My fridge freezer is chugging along, it is too full of microwave meals and cant cope

The pendamic is still on, we nearly forgot that, hopefully there will be a cure for it soon…..

it was this day too that Lady Diana got killed in a car crash in Paris with dody Fiad, some say she was murdered, who knows…. I always remember it, my husband and the kids had been on holiday to Cornwall and driven back through the night to avoid the traffic and got back in the morning, i put the little black and white tv on that was in the kitchen and they were talking about Diana…. i realised then something must have happened, she was in intensive care in a hospital, she died later…. it was very sad situation.

Im still here, i cant see, i dont know what my journey is….

God help me….

Author: rosyhaze

I became interested in poetry about a year ago and try to write about things from my heart that are associated with events in my life or events going on in the World at large or closer to home. I am a visual artist and still am to a certain extent having exhibited some of my work as a visually impaired artist using sponges to paint. I have lost most of my eyesight in recent years to advanced glaucoma and my vision is now very limited I am finding my creativity now evolving in writing poetry and hope to publish my own book of verse in the future. I have a blog page on Wordpress where I share my poetry, art, photography, thoughts and favourite quotes and prayers at https://rosypoems.com

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