today 18th August 2020

today… the mist is thicker, it is awful feeling to be sure, the isolation, not having anyone to share or care at this time… in my life…. as my sight continues to go…. its not pleasant. The man is here to survey the house for the purchaser, i want to move back home, its so difficult beyond words can tell, no one understands do they, life is a game of survival of the fittest…. whatever anyone says, the care factor, the oblivion, the non-understanding of it all, nothing can be said. The man who might want the piano is coming round later too, its sad to see it go but i never play it, Chrissy has had her time with playing pianos, Nick doesnt want it….

i have made so many mistakes and rash decisions, or have i, people do just what i did, dont go blind and all is ok?

what will happen to me, i say every day please let me keep this last bit of vision… and every morning the layer of vision has nearly gone…. it seems so unfair…. when all around me are having a good time and can SEE!

another quiet day in Shrewsbury…..

Dear God, please let me keep some of this vision i have left…. i say every day

mistier than ever….

i am a broken record…. for sure….

Author: rosyhaze

I became interested in poetry about a year ago and try to write about things from my heart that are associated with events in my life or events going on in the World at large or closer to home. I am a visual artist and still am to a certain extent having exhibited some of my work as a visually impaired artist using sponges to paint. I have lost most of my eyesight in recent years to advanced glaucoma and my vision is now very limited I am finding my creativity now evolving in writing poetry and hope to publish my own book of verse in the future. I have a blog page on Wordpress where I share my poetry, art, photography, thoughts and favourite quotes and prayers at https://rosypoems.com

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