Lonely…

today i feel very lonely…. only spoken to one person, Stanton on phone, from the church, seen no-one…. Shrewsbury arghhhh! and Advanced Glaucoma advancing in my eyes…. still… it is horrible beyond words this existance as it is, i feel really out of my depth with it, a mangled mirror in depth i see, and getting more mangled by the minute!!!

I want to go home! I want my mum!!! this is not pleasant, maybe if i could see ok it would be bearable and i would paint a picture… but this glaucoma is awful awful awful… and the loneliness, i wish i had stayed in Southend on Sea, Essex my home ground…. take me back…. let me keep what little sight i have this is a nightmare made of bad dreams!

Chrissy has gone camping, so she wont be popping in…. oh dear, it was a mistake to come to this sleepy place where i hardly know anyone and it is hard to find new friends when i have this glaucoma! Too ambitious i believe i was thinking it would work out ok!

help HELP and more HELP!!!!

Author: rosyhaze

I became interested in poetry about a year ago and try to write about things from my heart that are associated with events in my life or events going on in the World at large or closer to home. I am a visual artist and still am to a certain extent having exhibited some of my work as a visually impaired artist using sponges to paint. I have lost most of my eyesight in recent years to advanced glaucoma and my vision is now very limited I am finding my creativity now evolving in writing poetry and hope to publish my own book of verse in the future. I have a blog page on Wordpress where I share my poetry, art, photography, thoughts and favourite quotes and prayers at https://rosypoems.com

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