well it is 75 years since the end of World War two. And we have the pandemic, i am liviing in Shrewsbury near my daughter for just over a year. It is my birthday! feels very strange with the bonus of having Advanced glaucoma and my vision is an awful mist, it has got worse since the beginning of the penadamic, for some reason, it is awful , i have had a good cry what else can you do sitting here on your own and losing your eyesight no husband, no family around living on your own going blind, it feels dreadful and i feel out of my depth for sure, please God show me the way to go… i have had some lovely presents and cards and well wishes from friends and family today for my birthday
at the same time a great big white mist of glaucoma is coming down on my eyes, it is awful to be sure and am struggling beyond belief with it, it is so unfair, i have this lovely bungalow, good people around me, my daughter , to do good things with and i have to come to terms with being blind… it is a hard cross to bear, i am trying to contact the hospital at the same time as trying to think it is my birthday today!
white mist over eyes is awful awful awful awful …….