i see the stars
each one twinkles
it represents something in my life
so much as passed
so much happiness, tears, toil and regrets
it passes
through time
my time
and others
and wonder the “what ifs” of it all
and how i did too much anyway
and should have sat
and relaxed
the time past
it is gone
and the future to be behold
whats left….
too many people
too many ideas
too much pushing and pulling
too many people with the RIGHT idea
too many people with CONFLICTING IDEAS
too many people without understanding
too many people without patience
too much experience too little consistency
too much to expect
too much to think about doing but need not
too much to say you care or love
too much bother to have empathy
too much litter
too much polution
too muh food
too much starvation
too much disease
too much cruelty
to much business, too busy too busy too busy
too many cars on the road
too must waste food
too many starving people
too much mental illness
too much interference
too many wars
too much violence
For what we need in this World is Peace and that energy put into saving the plant or finding another terra forma to live on in the future for our children? Does that make what we do every day seem insignificant? In this great Universe, where we each and everyone of us think we are so important, as we stumble and mumble about our day? in a very professional way, i may add?
God Bless You All
It Is All Too Much To Think About……
The sun was shining
It was a beautiful autumn day
She sat quietAnd reflected on the maddest around her
The people babbling in her ears
With advice And loudness
And the sadness in her life
And wondered what the next step would be
People had no patience nor time nor real understanding,
who would
i wouldnt myself
She could not see much now
The glaucoma has eaten away her sight
And soul
There was a small glimmer of hope
As everyone had rushed to get away..
so as not to deal with….
.Where was that comfy place
Where was it
That which would bring solace to her life
at least….
A rose with beautiful scent
lay on the table
its aroma filled the room
and i know that this was not the end
but the beginning of something wonderful…..
as the scent permiated the whole house
and deleted the negivity with a new story of beauty, hope and happiness….
yes its more faded…
where should i be…
this blind woman alone…
clutching at straws….
lonely…
no-one wants to be near me….
its a struggle…
they do not know how it really is….
those that see, family…
the tears….
oh to have a normal happy life
like all those others….
it started out quite fine
i was neatly all in line
life was good and happy
from the day i wore a nappy!
i got through all my youth
and knew all the truth
went to workand often played
and life seemed oh so ok
i married and thought great
it wasnt just too late
all friends had married young
whilst i tried to have some fun
my three children i had quite quickly
and love to bits so deeply
but the husband got so cross
and i then decided to run off
not used to such adversity
my family were friends and calm
so it did me a lot of harm
my poor kiddies too
we all had to shooo!
many paths i since then tread
and many challenges i fed
and now im on the blink
on my ownand down the sink
its goggle eyes and more
as i run for the door
so help me pleasefind some peace
in my heart
as i try to make a new start
to end the rest of my days in peace
on a blanket made of fleece
what are they? Humans are animals in fake fur coats. They like animals strive on the theory of Survival of the Fittest, they are aware of death and so a deity and meditation is needed to give comfort to them as they cannot conceive not being here any longer. Nor can they relate to infinity being used to beginnings, middles and endings. They do help each other when they see fit with a tongue in cheek attitude to be honest but mostly they are very busy with their own progression, survival and procreation of the species, survival of the fittest as mentoned. They have a knack of creating and inventing things and ruining things and the environment around them at the same time or in the process without any concern at the time, as the main thought is invention, the the step of progression they long to achieve. They are also very stupid as they waste a lot of time and energy arguing and fighting amongst themselves at all levels when they should be banding together to try and save the planet, our World which is sinking under the melting icecaps, drowning in the plastic polution, burning from the hot sun penetrating through the depleted ozone layer and all the while being very busy with their own importance. They scamper round the Globe on planes boats and trains, even bikes at a vastly rapid rate doing their important “business” and the World if faced with a panamdemic is infected very quickly as a result of Globalisation. Humans are very strong in themselves and survive and thrive quite rapidly but their fragility is quite evident when it comes to it and often pop their clogs at the drop of hat due to infection or disease.
Perhaps you think this is a load of rubbish, i am not a Scientist, Politician, Socialist, Highly Education Person just a little lady observing what is going on around her as she sits quietly in her house. I have been busy myself and now its time for a rest…. Perhaps there is some way i can help, in vain, as we do, collect for a suitable charity, World Wild Fund or something like, that, Bees even, people under estimate how important they are to us….
have a great day everyone or is it – have a wonderful day, or even beautiful day… do we ever really? isnt it usually a medioca fairly pleasant nicish sort of day…. hey there you go!
Happy Days Everyone!
Mirror mirror
on the wall
who is the fairest of them all
Katy cat of course she is
But she is in a tis
Cos in the mirror she is there
is it me or another pussy cat there!
She thinks!!! hmmmmm
eyes feel like they want to leap out…. vision very misty…… did my Sightloss online course, went for walk wit Polly, pottered in the mist and the pain in the head of the glaucoma…..
Covid-19 is going to come back, another lock down? oh no! shall i stay with Alan this time…. lets see what they say on the news…. perhaps i will stay with him this time, take Polly and Katy with me…..
its a nightmare, for sure, normality is what i adore, of what i want more!
yes i will be “normal! now!
here we go!
let me cry
these tears
and as the mist is here
and no love…
let me cry through the mist……
the loneliness
the mistakes i have made
no turning it back
turn it around
so there is some happiness…..
through the mist…
no one can know
nor feel
what i feel
there is no deal…
to understanding….
happiness is in there somewhere….
for the rest of the time
i am here
peace…..
